hais i haf nth to say.. and i've finally came to realise sth..
I`m a damn bloody farked up bitch..i didnt try to feel how dey feel when dey asked me over again ang again but i rejected.. at dat point of time i only noe how to enjoy myself and i totally forgot how dey feel.. im really sorry.. i noe now no matter wat i say it might be useless.. but im reali sorry.. and i shld have listen to others.. im too stubborn.. i care bout guys too much and i neglected my frens' feelings.. i noe u guys gimme chance but i didnt treasure it.. i noe u made you guys disappointed.. once again, im reali sry.. i noe its hard or mayb impossible to ask u guys for another chance.. but i reali hope i can haf another chance, if dere is, i swear dat i wont make dat stupic mistake again.. but even if dere isnt, i wont blame u guys.. im at fault..